2022. július 21., csütörtök

Kései szordínós szomorka, koránra

A Bright Eyes dala is olyan, hogy a szövege egyszerre konkrét és az égig liluló, szóval mindenki belevetítheti a saját aktuális létállapotát, nekem ez most egy szakítás/elhagyás poszttraumatikus nyöszörgése, amibe igazán bele tudom sajnálni magam. Bő két és fél éve, majdnem mindig az életem első napja van, most is épp csak tudatom magammal.


This is the first day of my life
Swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain, suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach
Yours was the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
And I don't know where I am, I don't know where I've been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I'd let you know
Yeah, these things take forever, I especially am slow
But I realized that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning?
And I thought it was strange, you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said
"This is the first day of my life
I'm glad I didn't die before I met you
But now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy"
So if you wanna be with me
With these things there's no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I'd rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery, ah-ha, mm-hmm
Besides, maybe this time is different
I mean, I really think you like me

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